Sunday, May 8, 2011
Happy Mommy's Day!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Truth
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Change is Gonna Come....
LOTS has changed for me in the past 12 months, some good, some bad, most NECESSARY! Let's go ahead and get on with the elephant in the room, yes, Zach and I are divorcing. It's actually been going on since early Spring. It's been a LONG, HARD road and it's been really ROUGH! It is almost final, just waiting on some paperwork to be finalized by the judge. No, I will NOT go into details to spare all 3 parties (mainly for Albrey's sake). Yes, it was the hardest thing I have ever done/will do/will have to live with. I know most have already made their judgements, and go ahead, although, God is the only judge that I am truly concerned about, but he knows the truth! I know people will judge because I have to admit, I used to be very judgemental although I didn't realize it at the time, and sadly I hurt a lot of people along the way, which I really regret. It's funny how when you feel like you are doing the so-called "right" things, you are falsely empowered with this authority to talk about how "bad" other people are. It's sad bc you forget about how "bad" you might have been in the past. Newsflash people::: you can say you are holding people accountable (sounds much better, right?), but if you are talking behind their backs instead of TO them, you aren't holding anyone accountable - you are gossiping! Moral of the story - Don't judge because you NEVER know what people are going through! I know that I never will again bc it's so frustrating when I know people are talking about me and they haven't even so much as talked to me and the have NO idea what the details are. So anyways, that has led to lots of other changes in my life as well....
Let's talk about the good, no GREAT....
So, the last post happened right after finding out about my Mom's diagnosis of breast cancer, and I am so absolutely THRILLED to report that she is now CANCER FREE - WOO HOO! (Definitely shout worthy) and if you just got chills....you're welcome :) Yes, she had to go through several tough months of chemotherapy and the loss of her gorgeous hair, but in July, she underwent an elected bi-lateral double mastectomy. About a week after the surgery, the doctor called to report that all her scans were clear and there were NO signs of cancer left....PTL!!!!! Now, she has just undergone another...ahem....surgery, and I must say, I think she's gonna be ALRIGHT! ;) Her hair is growing, and I must admit, it is really cute (even though she will disagree). So, that is one of the best things that has happened lately, and probably will be for the rest of my life!
Another big change.....brace yourself...
I dyed my hair (well not me, I had some help from friends, 2 applications to be exact bc my hair is so stinkin' dark!). Yes, I'm now a redhead! {gasp, I know} This hair hasn't been touched by color in over 6 years people, this is a BIG DEAL! I like it, I've had mixed reviews, but to my naysayers I say, I don't care, I needed a positive life change and this one wasn't as drastic as some others I could've come up with! I think it's fun! As my friend Laurelyn says, "If you can't change your life, change your hair." So, I did....here ya go...
My Mom maintains that she likes my hair dark because she says it makes me look more "exotic"! Ha, yeah, that is until I open my mouth and this mildly tainted Southern accent comes flyin' out! But, she is my Mom after all so she's supposed to say things like that, right?!
Some other good news.....
Albrey is 2!!!!! Wow, did I really just label that as a "good" thing?! Funny because right at this very instant, she is throwing one of her daily "terrible 2" tantrums! The trigger tonight.....I go into the garage to grab something for 2 seconds, she sees an outdoor toy, I say okay you can bring it in, she sees another, I say okay, she sees a frisbee, I say no. Cut to Albrey - absolute SCREAMING fit, like I'm talking laid out in the kitchen floor on her knees will not move screaming for 5-minutes-straight-now fit.
Okay, I just got her, calmed her down with animal crackers and Yo Gabba Gabba.... If someone can please clue me into this 2 year old screaming/crying logic, let me know......I'm willing to pay BIG!!!! But, yes, she is still my princess and I love her more than life!
One last goodie....
One of my besties, Kendra, the girl next door :) that also teaches 3rd grade with me, and I started grad school! Yay!!!! We started this summer with 2 classes, and we are almost done with our 4th now! Our goal is to graduate next December with our Master's degrees.....wish us luck!
So, that pretty much sums up the MAJOR life events. Amid all the chaos that is currently my life, I can truly say that I am happy. There are several reasons for that :) I can't wait to post more later! I'm going to attempt to do a better job of blogging, since I have so much free time and all :) Happy Thanksgiving btw!!!! Be thankful - SERIOUSLY, you could have my life :) All kidding aside, my life is still very blessed!
Until next time.....
Peace and love,
*Kim {berly}*
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tears
3 generations....my sweet girl and my hero
2nd bad thing - job related
My cousin, Kody Jordan
Friday, January 1, 2010
Goodbye 2009
It has been quite a while since I've posted anything so let me try to recap our Christmas....
The Sunday before Christmas was spent with Zach's extended side of the family a.k.a. the "Lawson Family" Christmas. We celebrated at Shannon & LeighAnn Fortner's B-E-A-U-TIFUL home in Guntersville {some of you may recognize the name, he used to be a Mortgage Broker for Countrywide but now has a new company}. We ate Italian, a welcome change from the norm Christmas dinner, and had a great time visiting with family. Since the family is so large, we exchange names only for the kids and they exchanged presents! Albrey got an awesome little tea set, which she absolutely loves. She LOVES to share her tea with Mommy and Daddy!
the Christmas fairy with her teacups
Albrey w/ her tissue paper
Mommy and Daddy {NOT Santa :)} set up all of Albrey's toys for her to wake up to on Christmas morning and we were SO excited for her to see her things, especially her tent! We did go a little overboard, but it's just because she was so good this year! Anyways, we normally let her make a little noise for a while in her crib, not crying - just noise, before we go get her in the mornings. But, we were so excited on Christmas morning that we literally jumped out of bed at the first peep she made to get her up! :) We got the video and regular camera out and got ready to catch one of her wonderful expressions that she makes as she saw her loot. As soon as that little fuzz head came around the corner, she looked, and NOTHING.....I mean NOTHING! I could tell Daddy especially was disappointed so I tried to take her over and let her look close up at everything and still NOTHING! See...
And this is what she saw...
All she wanted was breakfast...can you believe that?!?....well if you look at the size of her belly, you probably could buy that! So, we had a breakfast break and then she got more excited! She got all kinds of clothes and Wiggles movies, a new Bama paci, her tent, a Little People ride-on Princess car, a PBkids chair {green polka dot w/ her name on it} and her Dora tent. Her fave gift.....the chair...she just loves to sit on it, have a snack, and watch TV {hmmm.....sounds familiar, like her Daddy}.
Alb in her chair
Told ya....Daddy and Alb in his chair
Zachory really spoiled me this year! We agreed that the living room set would be our gift to each other which we went to Akins Furniture in Dogtown to find. You can find pics of our goodies on FB...you HAVE TO check out the zebra chest that I got! However, Zachory, being the sneak that he is, kept shopping for me and getting me other things, so I had to get him some extras too, like a black suede jacket (if you're keeping count that makes 2 jackets). We definitely had the BEST Christmas that we've ever had this year!!!!
the "kids" :) LOVE them!
We had a WONDERFUL time celebrating Christmas with our family many times {namely 4}! :) And most importantly, we did keep in mind the reason for the season which is Jesus Christ's birth. For that, we are forever thankful and grateful to our Father in Heaven for giving us such a wonderful gift. That is the reason that we spend time with family and give gifts to show our love and appreciation for everyone! We hope that you and yours had a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Busy Busy Busy
Monday night - ballgames after school @ Randolph, got home 10 p.m. {Albrey was asleep-didn't see her that day}
Tuesday - she got sick w/ the croup, so I had to leave a meeting and pick her up from Lindsey to take her to the dr., but she slept pretty much the whole day so I didn't really see her much at all! Wednesday - meeting after school - picked her up from Mom and she fell asleep early from being exhausted...I probably saw her 1 hour that night
Thursday - ballgames @ New Hope, got home 10 p.m. {Albrey::asleep-didn't see her that day}
Friday - Zach's Christmas party - saw Albrey for 1 hour once I picked her up from Lindsey & Jeff before dropping her off at Mom's
Saturday {today} - Zach got her from Mom's and then an hour later I had to leave and go to the New Market Christmas Parade for cheerleading/basketball float
*On a positive note-We did finish about 90% of our Christmas shopping this afternoon and we all went together!! Then, we went to her Nana & Pop's {Zach's parents} to visit & watched Mark Ingram win the Heisman!!!! So proud!
But, do you see my quandry....I'm so tired of always missing my family! I miss my little girl so much and I just feel like I am missing so much of her life! I feel like NO ONE understands what I'm going through. I'm sure someone out there does, it just doesn't seem like it!
I'm ready for things to slow down a bit, no make that ALOT so that I can enjoy life....right now I just feel like I'm rushing through it. I feel like I'm living a single girl's life because I'm NEVER home and I never get to relax and spend time with the people in my life who are the most important! Okay, so if you haven't noticed I'm venting/complaining.....SORRY! Sometimes though, I feel that if I don't let it out I will just explode...so there it was!
Now let me spend just a little time on a different note praising my bestie!!!! I'm very blessed to know some great people in my life and I have a very small number of really close friends. One that has taken the cake this week is LINDSEY!!!!! She has been such a HUGE blessing in my life! She's always been so wonderful, but she has really helped out so much lately! You see, my mother-in-law used to keep Albrey for us, but she had to have back surgery a week ago which has her unable to lift things, especially my chunk, for at least 6 weeks. So, my bestie Lindsey agreed to keep Albrey for us during this time. Lindsey keeps her at home with her for the most part with her 2 girls Avery and Hannah, but takes her to MDO where she works on Tue, Wed, Thur. Well, this week when Albrey got sick I had NO CLUE what I was gonna do b/c the dr. said that Alb shouldn't go to MDO and I had something everyday that I had to do at work so I couldn't take off, plus Zach can't get off since he just started a new job! Unfortunately, Avery {Lindsey's 4 yr. old} was also sick so they had to stay home as well, but L offered to keep Alb with them too. My mom also helped out by taking off on Thursday to keep Albrey so that Lindsey could have a break....she had 2 out of 3 kids on steroids...the girl needed a break! So, L has been a MVP this week by keeping my baby even though she was sick!
However, one thing that's not so great, is that Avery is pretty sick right now. She has asthma and it's really bothering her. She has been hospitalized for her asthma a few times and even in the ICU....keep in mind the girl is only 4 years old {almost 5}! The last time was in September, she didn't even get to come to Alb's b-day party which was so sad! The poor thing, she is such a fighter, but that asthma is just so tough. Right now, she is fighting through, but I know how scared Jeff and Lindsey are b/c they know if she goes downhill she will have to go to the hospital. So, the whole reason that I am posting this is to ask for prayers for Ave! She is just precious and she is truly part of my family! We just want to see her get better right away! So please PRAY for AVE and lift up her AWESOME parents, Lindsey and Jeff!!!! I know it will mean so much to them! Love you Linds....hope I didn't make you cry by talking about Ave, but if I did...here's my shoulder....
Sunday, December 6, 2009
SEC Weekend...Snow and More
I hated to have to miss church today, but I really did enjoy my lazy Sunday of just laying around the house with the fam! I NEVER get to do that so it was really nice! And can I just say {again} that I LOVE being Albrey's mom! It's the best thing ever! I wish I could just freeze this moment in time with her...15 months is a great age! I love everything about that girl! Hope you and yours had a great weekend as we did.....off to bible study! {at home}